The air is dark, the sky is gray, (1)
The misty shadows come and
go,
And here within my dusky room
Each chair looks ghostly in the gloom.
Outside the rain falls cold and
slow (5)
Half-stinging drops, half-blinding spray.
Each slightest sound is magnified,
For drowsy quiet
holds her reign;
The burnt stick in the fireplace breaks,
The nodding cat with start awakes, (10)
And then to sleep
drops off again,
Unheeding Towser(1) at her side.
I look far out across the lawn,
Where huddled
stand the silly sheep;
My work lies idle at my hands, (15)
My thoughts fly out like scattered strands
Of thread, and
on the verge of sleep
Still half awakeI dream and yawn.
What spirits rise before my eyes!
How various of kind and form! (20)
Sweet memories
of days long past,
The dreams of youth that could not last,
Each smiling calm,
each raging storm,
That swept across my early skies.
Half seen, the bare, gaunt-fingered boughs (25)
Before my window
sweep and sway,
And chafe(2) in tortures of unrest.
My chin sinks down upon my breast;
I cannot work
on such a day,
But only sit and dream and drowse. (30)
1 Towser traditional name for a dog
2 chafe to feel irritated or impatient